Probably the greatest video ever made!
JK - but for me it seems very funny! YAY! DUH!
It is the greatest first hand account of A teen to early twenties pop star i have ever read.
It is not like reading Justin Bieber’s Never Say Never book which is all “i love my fans. i love my mom. blah blah blah!”.
Or Miles of Smiles where Miley is all like “i love my fans! i love jesus! blah blah blah!”.
NO! This is “i love my fans. i love my mom. i love my jesus. I smoked pot with Miley and Demi and dated Demi until she punched that girl in the face and started bleeding everywhere and lost my virginity at 20 to Ashley Greene and i have dated fans and put my foot in that world. and by foot he means his penis and by THAT world he means that vagina!”
- Michael Buckley “What The Buck" on Joe Jonas
I reviewed the new Justin Bieber video.
Basically he molests some girl in a leather bra and gets her pregnant.
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Hello! So this might be full of typos and it will certainly be rambling but I have had many thoughts in my brain over the past week!
So I decided to take a break from Twitter/Facebook/Instagram/YouTube – all of it last Tuesday. The plan was to just be present with my Thanksgiving and my home and not be thinking to myself “Oh I better tweet that thought” or here is a clever joke I will tell on What the Buck next time.
It was pretty easy. I turned off any notifications and signed out of all these sites on my phone and computer browser. I actually think I will keep my Twitter notifications off because I enjoyed it.
I did a lot of relaxing. Watched some TV and movies. Had a nice Thanksgiving, played games, drank some Vodka. Spent quality time with my husband and 5 dogs.
This is my favorite time of the year so I really want to make sure I enjoy every moment! Like I LOVE CHRISTMAS! I love the decorations. I love the music. I love the hustle and bustle. I love the extra joy I feel from myself and other people in the stores.
What is my point….Oh. Social Media.
It is also strange because I am a YouTuber for a living. So social media is what I do. So I truly cannot check out too long. I forgot I had some Sponsored Tweets I had agreed to over my break. Oops! Luckily I scheduled them so they were good to go.
My brain does not work at all anymore without involving social media. That is the world I live in and I love it! HAHA!
I think once a month I need to take a break though just because or maybe every weekend. Who knows but I need to take a break. Or I just need to not look at my feeds OVER AND OVER all day!
Being a full time YouTuber since 2008 – no one told us when to take time off. BUT YOU HAVE TO TAKE TIME OFF. Even though this is “the best job in the world” and you are “living the dream” it is very easy to burn out.
I have spoke of this before,
And if you take time off, you feel bad. I don’t really anymore but I used to. I do not need to chime in in real time when Paul Walker dies just because I am What the Buck. Or I do not need to watch Glee until the weekend because let’s be honest I am way more into Scandal now anyways! HA!
And can I just be happy? Why do I always feel compelled to tell the world I AM SO HAPPY MY LIFE IS SO WONDERFUL! #braggy
I guess I do it because I think when you see someone happy, it makes you happy but then I see a lot of popular tweeters and all they do is FML tweets which are more popular relatable. I think I need to do more FML tweets even though I never think that! LOL
When do you decide I am going to be 100% myself and not a character on the internet? Or I would rather be a character, let’s be honest. My real persona is so calm and laid back. THIS IS AN ENTIRE CONVERSATION FOR ANOTHER DAY!
It is strange when you STOP and THINK about all of this and your role in it and your PLACE in it and WHAT YOU WANT OUT OF IT. Like what is my goal? Am I just tweeting for attention? Or to hope people will be interested in me and click on a video occasionally?
ATTENTION is a word that is a key word in my brain all the time.
To be a YouTube star is to either need or want attention. If you do not need or want attention you are in the wrong business.
And I am not someone who feels like I need that much attention. BUT I HAVE TO WANT THE ATTENTION or then why would someone follow me or watch my videos when YouTube is full of people who are very much LOOK AT ME!!!! So I can’t be like Oh I don’t want attention but in my heart I know I don’t need it. This is boring psycho babble! Or I must need it or why would I be writing all of this??? HAHA! Tricked you! I need attention! Love me! But I mock the Kardashians for needing attention! I will not win this battle in my brain so I will let it go!
RIP Paul Walker and Shout out to The Philippines! And seriously people who tweeted about celebrity death and bemoaned the fact that more people are tweeting about Paul Walker than the deaths in the Philippines – Congratulations! You are a better person than the people tweeting about Paul Walker. #AndYouAreBoring
Seeing some “drama” interactions that I missed made me glad I missed them because in the heat of the moment on Twitter, you tend to react in real time but it was nice to see things and then have time to have a proper clear opinion on them resisting the need to chime in.
I did see some conversation about the word “retarded” I did chime in with a generic “you two should agree to disagree” tweet. HA! For the record, I do not like the word at all. And do not wish to discuss it further.
IRL I have ZERO interest in being right. You learn this in life, in marriage, in friendships and LIFE IS MUCH EASIER AND MORE PLEASANT!
On Twitter everyone wants to be right. I would rather just be amusing. Like I got into YouTube to be amusing and make people smile/laugh. I like being helpful when needed but mostly I am here to make people smile/laugh.
Like the Tom Daley news today. I am seeing such fired up reactions from some gays. Some are making jokes. Some are celebrating him. Can’t we do both? Why do we all have to have the same reaction to everything? I think it is both funny and wonderful when anyone comes out. Funny cuz why should they have to really but awesome because they do! BLAH BLAH BLAH!
I think that is all I had to say. This is actually not what I meant to write but this is what came out.
Point is, I am glad I took a break! I am glad I am back. 2014 will be a year of MAKING CONTESNT, NOT EXCUSES (that is on my vision board.).
Thanks for reading! BYE!!!! (this photo is me RIGHT THIS SECOND!! WAVING BYE)
PS: I love you and I am grateful for you.